Big World,...
Some strange things happened lately,...
first of all i made the fifth grade of my school,... i never believed i would make it,... but finally i made it,...
Something strange happened in my friendhood too,... heinz growed up i think,... everybody who knows heinz would*t believe that,... I think there's a strange point between being a child and being a man,... i wrote about that once,... and heinz passed that point i think,... for sure he is the crazy dick-showing fucked up metal-head as he was/is,... but something changed,...
I recognized that the first time we were on my birthdayparty at mugis place,... mugis girlfriend already got a child,... (a little fact to know about) and he played with that child as it was his,... that was so strange but it was such a nice experience,... heinz like a father,... that idea is so fucking weird,...
but to write about the other thing,...
I talked to my father yesterday about a "Ferialjob" and he said he would look for one for me and asked me :"Is it a problem for you to work abroad", and I said :"in no case",... and he said :" perhaps i've got a job for you in the Czech Republic", and I said :"That would be great",... and now I*m thinking about how it would be to work abroad,... If i'd get the job, i'd live 2 months or longer out of austria,...and i think that would be great,... since my father said that i'm only thinking about how it would be to work abroad,... alone,... in another state,... i'm so fascinated about that idea,... 2 months between matura and bundesheer,... to be simply away,... I want to get this job,... i want to breathe some other air,... and i think the that would be a nice expirience,....
for sure it won't be easy but i think if i*d got that chance i would take it,...
i think noone of you can feel that what i am feeling in the moment,... it's like a bit of conquering a new world,... the world itself and a new world in my soul and heart,..
sleep well
with greetz
- schally
first of all i made the fifth grade of my school,... i never believed i would make it,... but finally i made it,...
Something strange happened in my friendhood too,... heinz growed up i think,... everybody who knows heinz would*t believe that,... I think there's a strange point between being a child and being a man,... i wrote about that once,... and heinz passed that point i think,... for sure he is the crazy dick-showing fucked up metal-head as he was/is,... but something changed,...
I recognized that the first time we were on my birthdayparty at mugis place,... mugis girlfriend already got a child,... (a little fact to know about) and he played with that child as it was his,... that was so strange but it was such a nice experience,... heinz like a father,... that idea is so fucking weird,...
but to write about the other thing,...
I talked to my father yesterday about a "Ferialjob" and he said he would look for one for me and asked me :"Is it a problem for you to work abroad", and I said :"in no case",... and he said :" perhaps i've got a job for you in the Czech Republic", and I said :"That would be great",... and now I*m thinking about how it would be to work abroad,... If i'd get the job, i'd live 2 months or longer out of austria,...and i think that would be great,... since my father said that i'm only thinking about how it would be to work abroad,... alone,... in another state,... i'm so fascinated about that idea,... 2 months between matura and bundesheer,... to be simply away,... I want to get this job,... i want to breathe some other air,... and i think the that would be a nice expirience,....
for sure it won't be easy but i think if i*d got that chance i would take it,...
i think noone of you can feel that what i am feeling in the moment,... it's like a bit of conquering a new world,... the world itself and a new world in my soul and heart,..
sleep well
with greetz
- schally
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