he said...

i'm gonna buy a gun
and start a war...

if you can tell me something worth fighting for...


if you can tell me something worth fighting for...

what's worth fighting for?

is it worth fighting for your love, if your love is loving another?

is it worth fighting for your rights? do you know what your rights are?

is it worth fighting for your feeling? what if your feeling is wrong... what if your intution is deluding you?

is it worth fighting for a woman you've already lost?

what is worth fighting for?

is it worth fighting for your attitude? what if your attitude is wrong?

what's wrong with me/us?

i don't know a reason which is worth fighting for?!?! do you know a reason?

the text from coldplay with which i had started goes something like this...

he said:" i'm gonna buy this place and burn it down... i'm gonna buy this place and see it burn,... i'm gonna buy a gun if you can tell me something worth fighting for..."

intressting isn't it?

most times i think of the sentence:" i'm gonna buy a gun and start a war,... if you can tell me something worth fighting for..."

dunno why...

perhaps because i don't know any things which are worth fighting for in the moment...

i really dunno things which are worth fighting for in the moment...

the only thing i'm fighting for is to get through this stupib fiftht class of this fucked up htl... i'm so pissed on of it in the moment... i'm really on the end of my rope by now... and i dunno how i get trough the last four years... i think i've got something like the "burn out syndrom"... every step that i take is so hard for me...

if someone ask himself why i'm writing in english by now... the reason is to improve my english skills in free writing... i'm used to get an english test with some grammar questions and a listning comprehension but i have seen this test that i'm not able to write a free text in english without houndreds of mistakes... so i try to improve my english skills here in an enviroment where i can test my english skills without any competition... where i can read it myself a 100 times and learn from myself...


with this bullshiten sentences my entry has to end...

with greetz

- schally