kind of sad...

This day the world was very hard with me,... in the morning i had a very interesting and exiting talk with a friend of mine in the bus,... she said some strange things which made me really happy,... then i had my adat-presentation,... without any bad feeling I started to talk to Mr. Adatlehrer,... but Mr. Adatlehrer seemed not so pleased with my presentation,... or not so pleased with the program i've written and which i was presenting,... there were some mistakes in there which must not have been there,... but i wasn't really caring about what he sad and went on,... after a time he recognized that something in my program wasn't equating with the things i had have presented before and so he asked me to delete my database and rebuild it,...

so and there was the point where it began to hook,... i had made some "corrections" the night before and so the rebuilding wasn't working,... so the program wasn't able to run anymore and i wasn't able to show him the other program which was related to the main-program,...

I tried some little fixes on the script but shortly after that the teacher said that i've flunked and that i'll have an exam about the last 3 years,...


so i was some kind of confused 'cause i've invested some time in the program and was sure that it will be enough for a positive mark but,... well,...

after some coffees and 2 hours later this wasn't so importend anymore,... and then another teacher started to fuck with me,... Mister Wima our half-bearded, half-gay, half-wha'ever PRE-teacher started to pisses me off,... The first 3 hours it was carebear but than he let me look like i was the one to blame 'cause noone got his presentation ready and on the end of the schoolday today i found myself guilty of the second worldwar,...


so i needed some time to selfmotivate again,... i bought me some "schokokeksi" and went with zeili to buy some beer,... then i called my father and told him that i had a real bad day and listened to the things he is always saying if i got a tough day and enjoyed the easysounding words,... like: stiff upper lip,... Just hang in there,... and so on,... then i had a shower and felt completely revived,...

but there's some bitter taste staying there were the other bitter taste of other things that haven't functioned stays,...