I'm a Warrior...

I'm a die-hard... You want to know why I'm so sure of it?

I've found out that i don't belong in this world... I'm not in line with this world... here's no place for me... that's the reason why i'm so angry about this shit here... I can't make another move...

and the point is...

i'll never give up... it would be a shame to give up,... it would break my proud... so i can't give up... so the only way is to fight... fight for an easy way through this fucked up "life"... and so i discoverd my destiny,... to be a warrior,...

the chinese think living the way of the warrior is a very lonely thing... sometimes i agree with that but on the otherside i think i'm not alone,... i feel lonely because i don't carry love in my heart in the moment... no love for noone or anything... that's another point i've discovered few days ago... so i decided to look for a hobby... i've found something but i don't know if it suit me... so i'll write about this later on...

i also decided to look out for a new girlfriend... first of all i'll explore the area which is surrounding laakirchen... try to get the car on a friday evening and explore the bars and pubs and so on... got a friend who i had told this and he said he'll go with me... i'm looking forward to it... will be fun... he's a warrior too... he's 33 years old... he's kind of a soulmate... i'm very happy he moved to laakirchen... he moved 3 months ago...

well... think that's all for the moment...

bye folks...


with greetz

- schally